It’s usually due to one of two things – desperation or gluttony. That’s when the attacks happen. You can’t see it. But God sees it. He created you and He’s not done with you yet. He will continually pick you up and put you back on the right path. Facing forward, not backward. But you have to seek His will. Your own will hasn’t worked so well. He has the power you lack. So when you realize you’re not making any progress at all, just turn to him. Remember, he said he would never leave you or forsake you. Ever.